Day 336 – Not quite to plan

Today I'm pretty serene and feeling very peaceful about the world, my place in it and my complete lack of control over it. But I know I wouldn't have to look to far back in this blog to see plenty posts full of fear, angst, anger, frustration and tears.


Day 320 – Institutionalised

Going to the hospital every week for treatment for 6 months was great. It's a welcoming cocoon of safety. If anything goes wrong, I'm in exactly the right place. I can give up responsiblity for myself and all the boring bullshit of life. All I have to do is turn up.

Day 73 – Good timing

Now Prtg looks back for Hotel Manager and he’s not there. She looks in the lobby and can’t find him, she’s disappointed and looks back in to the ball room but decides not to go in. She goes out to the terrace to be alone and finds him there as well. They smile awkwardly, and then dance together on the terrace. He asks if it’s ok to dance with the boss, she laughs and says she’s never been the boss before and hopes he will give her lots of help.

Day 17 – good progress

ALIBI: Police woman interrogates Bride & Victim’s boyfriend. They were together at the time of the murder, but don’t want to confess.  Groom walks in on Bride’s interrogation, she is using his as her alibi.  He says she’s lying.  She wasn’t with him and knows she was with the victim’s partner, the groom saw them kissing in the ballroom after they’d finished taking photos.