I have tolerated the treatment well, no vomiting and nausea for me, I know I’m very lucky for all of this. It would be churlish to be jealous of other people’s health or the lack of interruption in their lives.
In a first world way, things are tough at the moment. They’ve been tough in one way or another for a while. It all came to a head and ended up have a good old, ugly, snotty cry.
I saw Book of Mormon last night. It is as amazing as every review says. I like musicals but I’m not knowledgeable about them, I know enough to see how wonderfully the show is a satire/piss take of musicals just as much as the church. I was surprised to hear some of the chatter around … Continue reading Day 50 – Inspiration and terror
Even if I did, there would be no way to know what the consequences of all of the things I could/should/would have done would be and what state my life would be in now.
What if no one is being an arsehole and isn’t to ‘blame’ for the trouble in/end of the relationship?
I missed the first train because I left something at home and had to go back. I got cranky.
Another thing I’m thankful for is that I don’t get road rage. Sitting in traffic is one place I usually win at Buddhism. I can see them all going crazy, feel compassion for them and wish they find freedom from their suffering. It’s mostly Buddhism, and a generous dash of the No Agenda show.
I fantasise about dropping out of my life and going to start again somewhere, unknown, unencumbered.
She hasn’t seen half of the guests for 20 years or more, they’re her parents friends. Lisa suspects their coming now to have a party with her parents, to have one last blast… before the funeral for her father that they all think is not far away.
Yes good things happen. Yes bad things happen. There is either the perfect rhyme and reason for everything, or the universe is in utter chaos. Some days I believe both at the same time.