Day 250 – Fear itself

I’m afraid that I keep letting these opportunities go by, and I’m afraid that I do that because I’m afraid that I don’t know which one really is the better option. I’m also afraid that even if I did know which is the better option, I’m not taking it out of fear. Fear of the practical implications, of other people’s reactions, of the discomfort, of other’s opinion of me changing for the worse, fear that it won’t be any better, and on and on.